Sunday, July 22, 2012

Pretty Darn Cool

Thanks Lissy!

I will admit that I never really open up to anyone.  I am silly and chatty, but there are only a handful of people that really know me.  I have dealt with some pretty severe anxiety for about 12 years now and have kept it to myself.  Tonight I finally talked.  For the first time ever, over dinner, I said the things that I have NEVER said before.  Do you know what else I did??  I swore, a lot.  I don't typically  curse or speak "naughtily", but for some reason, tonight I just let it all out.  On my way home from dinner I listened to "Pieces of Me" by Ashlee Simpson, on repeat might I add, and felt so happy.

I thought this photo was fitting for this little message- I hate when people post photos of me when I look- well, stupid... but Lis took this photo this morning, and I love it.  We had a fantastic night last night, a group of us had a dance party on a neighboring roof  while listening to an assortment of 60's tunes.  I learn more about myself every day here, and I'm starting to feel pretty darn cool.  

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xo Jeni Leigh




3 comments:

  1. I had thought that there was at least a handful of people that really knew me - I had opened up to them. But over the last several years, when I desperately needed them to believe me and see what was really going on... Well, I guess it's harder than I thought to truly be known. Oh well.

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    1. I wish you much luck, love and happiness!

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  2. good for you! i have actually the opposite problem. i overshare the deepest and darkest parts of my self with everyone, but have a hard time being chatty and social on the surface, with strangers. working on that :) good for you for just letting it all out!

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